What’s behind the music?
My life moments are behind the music – the good, the bad, the indifferent. The love I have for my mother, the life we shared together, the life lessons she taught me, the man she made created this music. The man she introduced to GOD. By no means do I consider myself a rapper or singer. As a matter of fact, up to this point I had never rapped or sang a song in my entire life. I consider this a true gift from GOD -to be able to take your life and articulate it through music. This music was born when my mother became an Angel, I could not speak to her in the flesh; therefore, I began to write to her. I wrote my mother many letters, those letters became poems; the poems became songs. The songs brought about blessings and healing to my soul. It is my prayer that this music does the same for you. In this music you will also find the essence of my mother’s belief. She would always say, “What the devil means for your bad, GOD will use it for your good.” It’s also worth noting what man wants for you and what GOD wants for you are two totally different things. Be Blessed!
As I now sit back and listen to my music, I find it amazing to hear and see myself transforming from the old man to the new man. I have achieved many worldly accomplishments that made my mother proud, but I am sure she is most proud of the fact that I am now SAVED.
It’s all so real to me how a simple encounter with the police can turn into devastation within the blink of an eye. I plan to tell my story, speak my truth, bring it all to the light. Coming Soon!
For the Record:
Exposing the Lie
Road Block to Justice
I am not writing to judge anyone, nor pass judgement on anyone. I am just writing to tell everyone what God did for me. I found myself in a dark place, hard pressed on all fronts, but never once did God allow me to be defeated. God is Real. I give God all the glory. Thank you God for blessing me in the many ways you have. Thank you God for releasing my feet from the snare and placing my feet back on solid ground despite the trap that the enemy set for me.
Give me God’s Mercy and Grace any day over Man’s Justice.
All police officers and prosecutors aren’t bad people; there are some bad people who just happen to be police officers and prosecutors. Not all police officers and prosecutors are dishonest and unethical. I want to believe for the most part, most attempt to at least try to be honest and trustworthy. It saddens me to say that this cannot be said about the police officers and prosecutors involved in my case. So, to the police officers and prosecutors involved in my case:
A lie can’t live forever.
World, I was lied on by the police officers involved in my case, then taken to trial and convicted of a crime based on their lies. But to God I owe the glory. He blessed me through the lies. If this can happen to me, it can happen to anyone. In fact, if this had not happened to me, I would not have believed it, but since it did happen to me, I do believe it. This type of behavior needs to stop. I have since learned that this type of bad behavior and misconduct is not uncommon; it appears to be standard practice by some. This type of behavior and misconduct normally destroys most people’s lives. But for me, God did not allow this situation to destroy me nor touch the man that I am. God allowed this situation to bring me closer to him, to nourish our relationship with one another. My mother would always say, “What the devil means for your bad, God will always use it for your good.” I thank God my foundation was strong and now my foundation is even stronger. It takes a thinking man; a blessed man to unravel and expose the web of lies they had weaved for me and so many others.
Man did not make me; Therefore, Man cannot break me!
Well, world they found the right man this time. I can count to one hundred and divide by two all while walking and chewing bubble gum. I am not being arrogant or boastful; I am just counting my blessings and stating the facts. At first glance you might not know it; what I have been blessed to accomplish might not be expected from a man that looks like me. They saw my success, but they did not see the hard work behind my success. My success made me become a target. They judged the appearance of my success, but they judged the appearance incorrectly. But I refuse to give way and allow the “Establishment” to tarnish my success based upon fruitless lies and conjured up evidence. The mere fact of God blessing me to become educated is behind my success.
In fact, I am well educated. I have a Bachelor of Science degree in Health Information Management from Clark Atlanta University. I have a Master of Science degree from Mercer University in Health Care Policy and Administration. I have a Master of Business Administration (MBA) degree from Mercer University. I also attended John Marshall Law School prior to taking a medical leave of absence. Before deciding to become an entrepreneur, I held various professional positions within the following organizations: National Institutes of Health (NIH) in Bethesda, Maryland; Emory University School of Medicine in Atlanta, Georgia; Center for Disease Control (CDC) in Atlanta, Georgia and my alma mater Clark Atlanta University (CAU) as a professor in Allied Health in Atlanta, Georgia. Might I add, all this was done, before I was 26 years of age. Again, my success is no mistake. My success came from God, hard work, and from a mother that insisted that I become educated. I am no common criminal and I am no one’s fool. It’s because of my hard work at an early age, that I am now retired and able to enjoy the fruits of my labor. I am not hungry, thirsty, nor am I broken.
God did for me what my money and well trained attorneys could not nor would not do- And that’s Listen!
So, as you can gather from my background, I am someone that could afford legal counsel; the best that money could possibly buy. I could speak to my attorneys with understanding. I could articulate in great detail what transpired before, during and after my traffic stop for an alleged window tint violation. I understood my rights and I understood how my rights were being violated. There were no misunderstandings in my many attempts to communicate to my attorneys that the police involved in my traffic stop were in fact lying to say the least, playing fast and loose with the facts-a blatant display of fraud upon the court. Even if I was guilty, I did not need any help being more guilty. I needed for them to only state the facts and speak the truth. We are talking about the men and women who have the task to govern and ensure truth and justice. Aren’t we? I can defend myself against the truth, but I cannot defend myself against a lie. I can stand up for what I did, but can they stand up for what they did?
But who do you believe: me or them? God believed me. But I want you to believe this; I just wanted equal justice under the law. I wanted a just scale applied in my case. But no, to my disbelief they had a different agenda. I personally witnessed misconduct at every level and phase in my case. They had the deck stacked. Everything that would have exonerated me or proved I was innocent according to the law of the land, they got rid of, withheld or destroyed and what they did not have- they made up-they created. I thought to myself, “In the name of God; how could they do this?” The set up and cover up was worse than the crime I was accused of. I was left thinking in my mind, “Who do they think they are?” Well, I know who they’re not. They’re not God and there will come a day and time when they all will give an account for their life and actions. It appears that God has left them to their own understanding and the desires of their own hearts, minds and agendas. A word of wisdom, “Judge yourself before you are judged by the ultimate judge and that’s God. And be forever so mindful, that there’s a greater witness among us in the clouds.”
For it is written: Do Not Worry- Pray!
World you need to know, whatever you are faced with, whatever you are accused of, “It is never bigger than the grace and mercy of God.” When you get on your knees and repent and ask God to forgive you, you are forgiven. God remembers no more. God casts those things from his mind, as far as the east is to the west. I got on my knees. I repented. I asked God to forgive me of all of my sins known and unknown. I was forgiven. I was now innocent according to the word and will of God. All glory be to God. God judged my heart, not the situation, not the lies, not my actions nor inactions, not the words merely coming out of my mouth. You see, God judged the purity of my prayer. Man can lie to each other and with each other, but man cannot lie to God.
So again, to the police officers, prosecutors, any co-conspirators, even those that turned a blind eye, you believed that you were hurting me, diminishing the man that I am, but who I am is not measured by man. It is measured by God. Therefore, I must tell you, “You did more to your own soul than you could have ever done to me.” The shame is on you. It is my prayer that this day, this letter serves as a call for you to repent and change from your ways. I know what you did, you know what you did, but more importantly God knows exactly what you did and how you did it.
World, there is a pattern and practice to their behavior, conduct and actions. I am standing up. I am stepping forward and speaking out to prevent this from happening to anyone else. I am going to use my story-my situation to show the grossly unlawful conduct that was displayed in my case that violated my constitutional rights at best. In fact, the willful, systemic, and systematic creation of fabricated reports, evidence, and investigative trails to disguise their scheme. How sad. I thank God that I did not allow this situation to anger me; instead I allowed this situation to train me to the will of God. Only God can judge me. Only God is truly fit to judge. Stay tuned!
Be Blessed,
Xavier Walker
I hear you and because I hear you!
Initiative 1
Shepherd’s Worldwide House of Ministry will be launching a music ministry aimed to empower, foster and encourage local talent to write, record and perform music that reveals the true works of God. Everyone has a story. Everyone has a testimony. The ministry will be creating a space, a zone, a platform that will nurture, inspire and give local talent an opportunity to tell their story through real life moments.
Initiative 2
Shepherd’s Worldwide House of Ministry will be launching a much needed community outreach program geared toward giving a voice to the voiceless and shining light in the dark areas of injustice. I will be creating a “Civilian Review Panel” that will be tasked with the responsibility of reviewing and investigating complaints of Judicial misconduct and call to action to expose all findings of injustice in an effort to bring about reform in our current criminal justice system. The findings will be presented to the public, the media, policymakers, civic groups, churches, etc. to compel them to get involved and help bring about change and accountability. If warranted the “Civilian Review Panel” will file any and all necessary complaints with the respective governing agency in an effort to prevent future injustice.
The outreach program is set to begin in the spring of 2019. I am gifting my own funds to start this much-needed program. I am doing this for free; it is a matter of the heart. I have a passion for justice. I plan to create a grassroots template that can be modeled and taken across the nation.
Full albums coming your way soon! Stay tuned!